It's been a hard days work

I've been so tired today. But despite of the charged, which I have tried to put behind me, I'm quite good. I've tried to sleep through the nights, but it's been hard. I've had so much on my mind. Thinking about life, dissapointment and family. I had the worst fight with my mother yesterday, and we both went to bed angry. She has a bent rib and has been a bit touchy these few days, and I have been thinking a little to hard over these charges and trying to put it behind me. But yesterday my mother was so angry at me, I had to go for a walk just to be alone. Sometimes it's very cramed to live three people, all with different problems, in a small apartment. Sometimes you just need to be alone and collect your thoughts. It's nice just to close yourself out, from the world. 

...Criminal ?!

I didn't think this would ever happen to me, never.

Yesterday at my job, a bar, I was charged for serving an underaged. I usually check for ID, but this time, one of the other bartenders said "Go" fo him, so I served him... And the worst happend. First I saw the underaged quickly hurried out the door, and two minutes later, two police officers and I knew something was wrong. I was quite calm, whe I talked to the policemen, but when I realized, I had to tell my boss, I just broke down. I couldn't stop crying. Luckily my boss took it really well, and said, it could happen to anyone... Maybe, but it happend to me. And like I've said before, I'm a people pleaser and I hate when someone is dissapointed in me. I did't care about the fine or the chrge, I just kept thinking, I let my boss and all the other bartenders down, because I had done something wrong. It's the worst thing I've ever done, in my entie life. And I don't know how to face them again. They kept telling me to hold my head high, and just get back on the horse, but I don't know how. I really want to, because I like my job a lot, but it's so hard togo back, because everybody know what I did.

Now I know I'm gonna be so strict and tempermental, when I'm at work. I gonna kick those boys out on their asses if they ever show themselves at that bar again. I'm soooo angry at them, because if they had nevr come in to that bar, I would never be in this situation! Period!

Can it Be?

On saturday I was really drunk, and I can't really remember much. But in the last couple of days, saturday night has been coming in small flashbacks. And now I'm trying to put all the pieces together. Some people have told me about the night, and I remember some parts of it.

One thing, I know is, I did some awful things, and I actually don't even want to remember them.

Be my Baby!

Check this out!

Getting ready for the craziest night of our lives.

Hey Shorty!

All my life, I've been waiting

One night can change everything... but not tonight.

All clean

Mother's day

My mother has done a lot of things for me over the years.

She's never asked for the money, she loaned me.

She never pushed me into doing something I really didn't want.

She has always been ther for me.

She's held me, when I felt low.

She support me in everything I do.

She gave me a trip round the world.

She work two jobs, so I don't have to pay rent.

She pays for my food.

She loves me - and I love her.

She's the best mom in the world.

Sick as hell

I'm sooo sick. and I feel like crap.

The Good Old Days:)

Sometimes it's good to look back

Sometimes not so good!

From good old Budapest:)

My beloved - Julie Højgaard Andersen

My baby-brother, well you can't call him a baby.

"Muuuh, I'm a cow"

My brother - My Best friend

My time in Copenhagen AKA CPH

Family birthday - a good reason to get wasted!

Remembering the good times is always... A good things.

Paparazzi, friend or foe?

I watched "The streets of Hollywood", the other day, and started wondering; It must be so horrible to be followed around constantly, by these horrible people. But when I really think about it, would famous people be as famous as they are, if the paps didn't follow them. How will people get to know them? I know it's terrible what celebs go through, with the paps following them, but I pay the paps' salery, because I buy the magazines and I even enjoy reading them. And that's what our society is about these days, people want to know horrible things about other people. Because we feel better, when we know that famous people have it as bad, or wors, than we do.

What if we were in their shoes and were followed around all day, while we were doing our chores every day, going shopping, going to the gym, going to the hairdresser or going to the beach. There would be no privacy, you wouldn't be able to act all crazy, because you would be labled insane or crazy. What would you do, if you could enjoy lifeand live it? I would hate it!

Take my picture, pap!

"OMG, They caught me"!

Best of all time!

I love, love, love the sun.... And I wish I could live somewhere there is sun all (all) the time.

Just to walk around in nothing, but a tan and high heels. There wouldn't be anything better. Sunrise, sunset, sun, sun, sun, sun, sun!

I'm so tired!?

Áround the world in 8 months