...Criminal ?!

I didn't think this would ever happen to me, never.

Yesterday at my job, a bar, I was charged for serving an underaged. I usually check for ID, but this time, one of the other bartenders said "Go" fo him, so I served him... And the worst happend. First I saw the underaged quickly hurried out the door, and two minutes later, two police officers and I knew something was wrong. I was quite calm, whe I talked to the policemen, but when I realized, I had to tell my boss, I just broke down. I couldn't stop crying. Luckily my boss took it really well, and said, it could happen to anyone... Maybe, but it happend to me. And like I've said before, I'm a people pleaser and I hate when someone is dissapointed in me. I did't care about the fine or the chrge, I just kept thinking, I let my boss and all the other bartenders down, because I had done something wrong. It's the worst thing I've ever done, in my entie life. And I don't know how to face them again. They kept telling me to hold my head high, and just get back on the horse, but I don't know how. I really want to, because I like my job a lot, but it's so hard togo back, because everybody know what I did.

Now I know I'm gonna be so strict and tempermental, when I'm at work. I gonna kick those boys out on their asses if they ever show themselves at that bar again. I'm soooo angry at them, because if they had nevr come in to that bar, I would never be in this situation! Period!