Stressful?

I'm soo stressing, I couldn't even find time to write my blog these last couple of days.

My mother, brother, father and BFF is out of town this weekend, and I have to handle everything. They left an empty fridge, a sick dog and my grand parents. I really want to help, but I feel so stressed, but I guess that's because I haven't had so much to do these last few years. And now that I have experienced it, I really want my own place. Even though I'm getting all the responsebility, I really want my own appartment.

Tonight I'm working at the bar, but I don't know if I wanna keep working there, because a week before my next shift I'm stressing, because it's just such a hard job. It's a 10 hour shift, from 7pm to 5-6am, and it turns my whole weekend around, and my hours turn around and I'm not sure it's worth it. The only thing that worries me, is the quitting. I've never, ever quit a job, and I don't really know how to. I don't know if I should give an excuse or... I really don't want to. Something you should know. I'm a people-pleaser, and I don't like or feel good about letting people down. I get this stomachacre, if someone is disappointed in me, even if I don't really know them. I've only worked there for 5 months and I don't think i've done it long enough to just quit. I got a christmas present from the job that said "I hope we can work together a long time". and I already feel empty by working there. and I don't know how to say that to my boss. Well, that's me; People-pleaser!